TO CHEAT OR NOT TO CHEAT?

INFIDELITY Personality or circumstance?
Is Infidelity a blame game. Who is really responsible for cheating? Many believe that people are pushed to cheat, do to a lack of need not being met from their partner. Others will argue that people who participate in unfaithful behavior have a personality defect of some kind and are not capable of empathy for the other person; but instead are narcissist and self serving. Question: Is there ever a reason to cheat?In my book "INSIDE OUT" the lead character is in a situation where she has shared parts of her world with a stranger. She has completely disregarded her reality and began to live in her fantasy 24/7. In the scene below she walks on the wild side not being mindful of the people she may get hurt...The stress of her secret life was killing her. She would cry herself to sleep, at times not knowing which way to go. Adam gave her thug-out love and held nothing back and she liked that. TE` gave her stability and comfort with a sincere love. She was caught in a whirlwind and loving the turbulence. Evea tried to rationalize her indiscretions as she thought to herself, “Shit, men do this shit all the time. They’re just not as good at it”...

EXCERPT INSIDE OUT by Lati`a D. Johnson

Beee…eep! Evea heard a horn coming from behind her as she pulled out of the parking lot of her job. “Who the hell is this all up on my bumper?” In her rear view mirror she could see a champagne colored car with deep tint and rims that reflected the sun rays. She stopped to let the idiot go by and realized that it was Adam in his new 2006 Lexus Coupe. He pulled beside her and rolled down the window. “Going my way, sexy?” he said as he winked at her.“Whe….n did you get this?” “This baby is fresh off the showroom floor. Want to go for a spin?” “Sure, let me park my Jeep.” Evea got in the coupe and her ass melted in the soft supple cream leather seat. She said, “This shit is hot!”Adam took off down the highway. “Where are we going? I have to be home by”… “SHHHHH, I got you! I want to show you something.” Adam took Evea for a long drive to upstate Pennsylvania. The air was crisp and cold as they pulled up to a huge house with horses and other livestock. “Whose house is this?” “I don’t know but I’m hoping to have one like it real soon. You gone be my part- time wife, taking care of shit.” Evea smiled. As silly as it seemed, she liked that idea, even if it was just a dream. Adam and Evea spent at least three hours more together. When they were together, the time seemed to evaporate like steam from a boiling pot of water. Evea lay gently in his arms gazing up at the sky, wondering how she would continue to pull that shit off. Adam interrupted her from her trance;
“What’s up Sunshine? Why you so quiet?”
“I’m just thinking.” Evea responded.
“About what?” Evea thought to her self,
“Should I tell the truth or spin it like I know how to do so well?” I’m thinking about how good it feels lying in your lap and how great it would feel to be riding that big pole right now.” Adam laughed and licked his lips. Evea knew what excited him. He was a true thug, but he liked to be dominated sometimes. Evea could feel his stick rising to its full potential as it throbbed and pressed against the left side of her head. This turned Evea on. She loved stick and loving Adam’s stick is just what she proceeded to do. Evea slowly unzipped his Enyce jeans with her teeth. Adams eyes grew with excitement as she used her mouth as a tool. His pants and underwear were pulled down with no hands in the equation. Evea slowly licked around the head of his strong pleasure rod. Her soft full lips melted down the sides of his shaft like warm churned butter, up, around down to the base and back up until she gagged. She went on as Adam’s eyes rolled in the back of his head. Evea’s deep throat went to the rhythmic sound of his moans. Evea was dripping wet. Her Seven jeans had a huge puddle that started from the front of her crotch all the way to midway her ass. The more Adam moaned, the deeper Evea went until he became close to climax. Evea then slipped a condom from under her tongue and rolled it down his pole as she held the base of the shaft tight to slow the climax down. Adam could not wait to submerge deep into Evea’s love pocket. He faced Evea toward the back window of the car, her fingers melted into the butter soft leather as she prepared to be penetrated deeper and deeper. Adam entered her sea with slow and hard pumps. Evea’s body trembled from the first stroke. Swap! Swap! Echoed off the windows as he smacked her ass with each stroke. Evea was at her peak with just a few hits. She yelled, “This shit is great!!!!!!! I’m about to cum! Hit that spot with that big stick!” Screams filled the car with the sweet smell of love in the air. Evea’s thick creamy love juice trickled down Adam’s pole from top to bottom. They were paralyzed in the moment, until Evea looked at her watch and realized she had to get home before TE` came from picking up Kayla. “Oh shit, Adam, I got to get back before I’m put on a milk carton.”Evea took out her cell phone to call and check in. She had five missed calls and one text message.The ride back to the city was quiet. They both hated that they had to depart from one another.